Walking on thin ice

I'm standing on a line between giving up and seeing how much more i can take.

MNS

My last gamble.

If this too fail.

It's game over for me.

Putting my last bit of courage to trust love one more time.

2018

The sole reason why I'm still breathing. My family.
Who cried with me, picked me up, stayed with me through everything.
This will be the center of my 2018.
Dearest mama and babah,
I'm sorry I brought in a stranger into our lives and I'm sorry he broke your kind hearts.
I'm sorry I didn't listen to you from the very beginning, now I'm still paying the price.
I am broken beyond repair.
But still, I'm here, pushing through just because of your love and support.
Anum and AJ, you guys are just amazing.
So thank you.
I love you.